love letter...

Are you doing well?
Aren't you sick?
I worry about you without me.
I hope that you eat well even if you are busy,
bundle up when it's cold
and live strongly without crying.

One day in April 2010,
I held a pen thinking about you
wondering who you would call to walk you home at night?
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.


I worry again today
if you are eating well.
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.

I think about you
Even though I know I shouldn't do this,
I'm thinking only about you again today.
I worry about you all day.
I write about my heart that cannot reach you.

Why didn't I realize how precious you are back then?
Why was I numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?

I didn't know when you are right beside me.
Because I was a foolish,
Because I was a stupid.
I realized after you left.

I gave you hard time, didn't I?
I'm so sorry.
I'll let you go now.
Please meet someone good
and be happy.

I believe that you'll do fine just as I know you will.
I don't want to stain your smiling picture with my tears
so today,
I keep on smiling.