love letter...

Are you doing well?
Aren't you sick?
I worry about you without me.
I hope that you eat well even if you are busy,
bundle up when it's cold
and live strongly without crying.

One day in April 2010,
I held a pen thinking about you
wondering who you would call to walk you home at night?
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.


I worry again today
if you are eating well.
I write a letter that cannot be sent to you.

I think about you
Even though I know I shouldn't do this,
I'm thinking only about you again today.
I worry about you all day.
I write about my heart that cannot reach you.

Why didn't I realize how precious you are back then?
Why was I numb when love was coming to me,
but missing it now after it's gone?

I didn't know when you are right beside me.
Because I was a foolish,
Because I was a stupid.
I realized after you left.

I gave you hard time, didn't I?
I'm so sorry.
I'll let you go now.
Please meet someone good
and be happy.

I believe that you'll do fine just as I know you will.
I don't want to stain your smiling picture with my tears
so today,
I keep on smiling.

wuih..dalemm..

bukan titik yang membuat tinta...
tapi tintalah yang membuat titik...
bukan cantik yang membuat cinta...
tapi cintalah yang membuat cantik..

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love miura shohei..lolz

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What do you like so much about me? That’s a hard question you’ve just asked
So for now I’ll stop watching the movie we’ve rented and just gaze at you=)

I love your fully blooming smile, even seeing it every day isn’t enough
And that’s without even mentioning that amazing body that looks good no matter what you wear

And that’s just your looks, what about the important things inside you?
You don’t back down when you’re pissed off and even snorting really annoys you
But there’s so, so, so much more than that
I can’t really describe it properly
I don’t think you need a reason to fall in love
That part’s a mystery to me, so please forgive me

You pretend to be strong, so the fleeting tears you show occasionally are a white flag
When we don’t say anything, it’s exactly that that keeps me from looking away

Sadness and pain
Of course life brings all kinds of things like that
But just your casual “Hang in there” gives me strength
Whenever your little back trembles I hold you right away
Even if the scenery we can see from the window changes
Be by my side, terrible sleeping habits and all

sho sho...

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muanisssnyaaa...
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life sucks...

i miss the past,
and all the ppl who were apart of it.

i miss the ppl who claimed to care bout me.

when deep down,
i knew as well as them as they didn't.

i miss the way things use to be.

it's a known fact,
which i was aware of,

but i didn't want to believe it,
not like how i do now,

ppl always leave...

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love


chika XP